functional strength is my friend
Nov. 26th, 2002 01:55 pmHome ownership is funny. I feel very protective of the bits of the house that I've fiddled with. It's satisfying to think, yeah, I scraped and sanded that or painted there or stooped over those to apply polyurethane. I also like not being as sore as I thought I'd be after all of this. I'm sure some of it is just the nesting instinct -- new place! let's make it good! we can do anything! the world is our tomato! -- but I think that at least part of it is knowing that at the end of it, I'll own something slightly better and cooler. I never realized that ownership actually meant something to me. Funny how little you know yourself, even when you think otherwise...