creating and thinking
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So, I've been trying to learn to make quick sketches of objects that are satisfying to me, in the hopes of eventually being able to doodle things in a way that amuses Natalie and also to sketch the images I see in my head all the time. But when I sat down to draw, I discovered that I can do crummy stick figures, or meticulously-shaded precise copies of real objects, but nothing in between. Argh! So I've been trying to scale back my meticulous copying and get more confident in the lines I'm drawing in the hopes of eventually scaling it back to something that could reasonably be called a quick sketch. For reference, here are some crummy phonecam shots: here's our TV remote, with the remote placed at a slightly different angle in the photo than I was drawing it at -- that took me about 90 minutes. Here is one of my car keys under the weird lights in Starbucks -- that was about 45 minutes. Better! And here is the result of me trying to draw that keychain in five minutes. (Unfortunately, the crumminess of the phone camera doesn't show you the finer lines there -- this is both good and bad, since they give depth to the drawing, but also are a little lumpy.)
Having such a (relatively) tight constraint did make me much more confident in the lines that I was drawing, but I'm definitely, definitely stuck with the following problem: line drawings are unsatisfying to my brain, since what I see when I look at an object is mostly the way light falls on it. If I look at an object with the intent of, I don't know, perceiving it visually rather than just parsing what it is and what I can do with it, what I see is shading and reflection, where the light sources are and what kinds of shadows the object is casting. So, I don't know, I'm stuck! How on earth do I learn to draw quickly if what I want to draw isn't the form of the thing itself?
Last year, I decided, kind of arbitrarily, to take a photo a day for a hundred days. It was VERY productive to me to get in the habit of taking a picture every day and posting it at the end of the day -- it freed me from having to care about whether it was perfect, since, well, I had to post something. A lot of things came out of that, for me; it was useful enough that I wanted to try it again this year, definitely, but being who I am, I also wanted to shake it up a bit and try it in a new way. So, this year, I decided to break it up into ten ten-day projects. My idea was that at the beginning of each ten-day period, I would choose a different theme and take a photo in that style every day. The first ten days, I devoted to taking photos of letter shapes in an urban setting, with the intent of capturing LOTS of the alphabet during that period, and the whole thing by the end of my hundred days. You can see them on
snap_pop, marked 1 through 10 out of 100, and I've got plenty more at home in my iPhoto library. I'm really only missing a couple. Yay me.
The first mini-project as a whole was pretty successful, but I found two interesting and unexpected things: first, that it radically altered the way I looked at the world all the time, causing me to hunt out letters in the forms and outlines of objects, nearly ignoring their light and shadow; and second, that the act of posting each individual photo was FAR less satisfying than it had been last year, being secondary to the mini-project rather than a project in its own right.
When those ten days were up, I took a free-association day, figuring that I'd post my favorite shot from that day and make a ten-day theme around whatever it was. I rather liked this doorbell, so I chose "broken things" as my theme, thinking, hey! there's a lot of pretty broken stuff in the world! But you know what? This theme has also radically altered my perception of the world -- I'm walking around all the time, seeing things that are busted and peeling and dingy and useless. There's a lot more UGLY broken stuff in the world than pretty broken stuff. Wednesday I had to take this just to put in a little whimsy, and Thursday I punted entirely, figuring, fuck! I need a break! I'll just take two on Friday! I am TIRED of seeing broken things! It is depressing! Last night, over margaritas,
ectophylla likened it to suddenly noticing plants all over when she started gardening, or the way when I got pregnant suddenly I saw pregnant people everywhere. Except instead of plants or pregnant bellies, it was busted stuff. I tell you, when this theme is over, I am totally not picking anything remotely depressing for the next one.
Anyway, this gets me to wondering: would it be possible for me to alter the way I see things in such a way that I would have no trouble creating and enjoying line drawings? And if I did that, would my experience of the world be slightly less rich? Would my photos be different? Would I be different, act differently?
Please, if you have any experience learning to draw (or teaching drawing,
miss_chance!), stop me from this ceaseless pondering and tell me how to learn to draw something simple and cartoony before I disappear into my own navel forever.
Having such a (relatively) tight constraint did make me much more confident in the lines that I was drawing, but I'm definitely, definitely stuck with the following problem: line drawings are unsatisfying to my brain, since what I see when I look at an object is mostly the way light falls on it. If I look at an object with the intent of, I don't know, perceiving it visually rather than just parsing what it is and what I can do with it, what I see is shading and reflection, where the light sources are and what kinds of shadows the object is casting. So, I don't know, I'm stuck! How on earth do I learn to draw quickly if what I want to draw isn't the form of the thing itself?
Last year, I decided, kind of arbitrarily, to take a photo a day for a hundred days. It was VERY productive to me to get in the habit of taking a picture every day and posting it at the end of the day -- it freed me from having to care about whether it was perfect, since, well, I had to post something. A lot of things came out of that, for me; it was useful enough that I wanted to try it again this year, definitely, but being who I am, I also wanted to shake it up a bit and try it in a new way. So, this year, I decided to break it up into ten ten-day projects. My idea was that at the beginning of each ten-day period, I would choose a different theme and take a photo in that style every day. The first ten days, I devoted to taking photos of letter shapes in an urban setting, with the intent of capturing LOTS of the alphabet during that period, and the whole thing by the end of my hundred days. You can see them on
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The first mini-project as a whole was pretty successful, but I found two interesting and unexpected things: first, that it radically altered the way I looked at the world all the time, causing me to hunt out letters in the forms and outlines of objects, nearly ignoring their light and shadow; and second, that the act of posting each individual photo was FAR less satisfying than it had been last year, being secondary to the mini-project rather than a project in its own right.
When those ten days were up, I took a free-association day, figuring that I'd post my favorite shot from that day and make a ten-day theme around whatever it was. I rather liked this doorbell, so I chose "broken things" as my theme, thinking, hey! there's a lot of pretty broken stuff in the world! But you know what? This theme has also radically altered my perception of the world -- I'm walking around all the time, seeing things that are busted and peeling and dingy and useless. There's a lot more UGLY broken stuff in the world than pretty broken stuff. Wednesday I had to take this just to put in a little whimsy, and Thursday I punted entirely, figuring, fuck! I need a break! I'll just take two on Friday! I am TIRED of seeing broken things! It is depressing! Last night, over margaritas,
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Anyway, this gets me to wondering: would it be possible for me to alter the way I see things in such a way that I would have no trouble creating and enjoying line drawings? And if I did that, would my experience of the world be slightly less rich? Would my photos be different? Would I be different, act differently?
Please, if you have any experience learning to draw (or teaching drawing,
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Date: 2008-02-22 05:20 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2008-02-22 05:30 pm (UTC)we also have a number of books on drawing caricatures, which might be more the sort of thing you're looking for,
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Date: 2008-02-22 05:33 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2008-02-22 05:41 pm (UTC)But I had totally forgotten about those caricature books! Yeah! I will hunt for them when I get home. Yay!
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Date: 2008-02-22 06:13 pm (UTC)I think some of Edwards' exercises--particularly the one about drawing a line drawing of Picasso's upside down--may jog your brain into doing something a little different.
Your drawings are amazingly realistic (which I admire), but you may simply want a more cartoony, simple look. You could check out some of Scott McCloud's books on comics, as he breaks down the imagery, and how our brains perceive certain things, really well...even if you're not looking to get into drawing comics.
As for practice, how about setting an alarm and only allowing yourself 5 minutes to draw something? Or try gesture drawing, or negative space drawing, or contour drawing...all will change the way you look at the values of an item.
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Date: 2008-02-22 06:54 pm (UTC)I will try your recommendations! They seem like really good ideas.
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Date: 2008-02-22 08:18 pm (UTC)It's basically pretty realistic and representational already. I want to do *simpler* things...
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Date: 2008-02-22 08:38 pm (UTC)Although I do remember having fun with scribble drawings in one of my art classes. The teacher had one of those wooden figure models and would move it every 60 seconds or so into a new position and within those 60 seconds, we had to draw its form using nothing but scribbles - basically long, narrow ovals, if that makes any sense. Vaguely like this (http://www.artexperiences.org/circlescribbledog.htm). Natalie might have fun with those. I do remember being taught that if you're trying to do quick sketches, don't use solid lines, use quick feather-like lines. You won't get a solid edge, but it's great for trying to get a shape down quickly.
And the suggestions about looking into cartooning are good ones.
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Date: 2008-02-22 05:21 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2008-02-22 05:42 pm (UTC)N.
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Date: 2008-02-22 11:37 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2008-02-22 05:28 pm (UTC)First of all, the way you are drawing, is totally different from *sketching*. You're doing very careful (and very nice) detailed drawings. A sketch captures the essence of a thing without the detail. The sketch is all about line - it does capture volume and light and dark, but it does the essence of the thing, sans detail.
I'd try an exercise of sketching something living - Natalie or a pet or something. Set the time for 45 minutes, but force yourself to do 10 drawings in that 45 minutes.
As for "not drawing the thing itself" that is great! You are on your way! A big part of drawing is drawing the "negative space" - the space around the object. If you draw the shadows, you will find that the thing you didn't draw is shown.
So, draw the shadows. And don't let yourself work on a drawing for more than 5 minutes.
Also, give yourself a break :) I draw for a living. On computer and by hand. I often need to sketch things out - I do it at least weekly and sometimes daily, and sometimes for whole days at a time. And even now I have sketches that I am *mortified* were the result of my hand. And a few that rock.
So, yeah. Time :) Practice. Most importantly: let go.
N.
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Date: 2008-02-22 05:57 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2008-02-22 06:00 pm (UTC)I'm glad that... 10 years (3ish HS, 4 college, 3 grad) of artschool could help you out :)
OH, I don't know if there is one in Boston, but see if you can find a Dr.Sketchy's (http://www.drsketchy.com/) event to attend. Burlesque! Drinks! Drawing!
N.
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Date: 2008-02-22 06:16 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2008-02-22 06:17 pm (UTC)N.
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Date: 2008-02-22 06:56 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2008-02-22 08:56 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2008-02-22 09:08 pm (UTC)Sunday March 9, 2008 2:30pm
Dr. Sketchy's Anti-Art School Cabaret Life Drawing Class
Great Scott
1222 Commonwealth Ave (corner of Harvard and Commonwealth) Allston
$7 2:30pm 18+ (bring your ID, this is a bar)
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Date: 2008-02-23 01:42 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2008-02-22 11:37 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2008-02-23 01:43 am (UTC)But wait, I'm not any more likely to remember to go than you are. Maybe we should remind each other to take each other!
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Date: 2008-02-23 05:36 am (UTC)... my best drawing teacher...
Date: 2008-02-22 05:53 pm (UTC)He piled a stack of stools randomly in the middle of the room ( cups work) turned a bright spot light on them, and told us to start by just drawing the tops... circles from every angle.
The next week... we drew the tops and the legs...
Only draw what you SEE... yes, we all know the top is round, but what does it really look like.
Forget what you know is true, draw what you see...
by the end of the sememster, we had worked our way up to drawing light and shadows and full grown chairs!
It changed the way I saw things...
good luck!
=j=
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Date: 2008-02-22 06:01 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2008-02-23 05:39 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2008-02-22 06:03 pm (UTC)I'm using an icon here from my favorite erotic contour drawing artist, Francois Dubeau.
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Date: 2008-02-22 06:05 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2008-02-22 06:38 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2008-02-22 07:18 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2008-02-22 09:48 pm (UTC)I can literally only draw stick figures, and I'm amazed at your drawing of the key.
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Date: 2008-02-23 05:50 am (UTC)N: can you make a cat?
Me: Sure! *tries to make a cat face in soap on her belly while she's standing*
N: Um, that wasn't even close.
It wasn't mean, just observant. We then made a kitty face together on the wall of the bath, which was equally representational but more satisfying to her to do. :)
Anyway, actually, the problem I have is basically that I would like to do better stick figures and kitty faces without drawing stuff like that key! :)
I'm definitely no expert, but:
Date: 2008-02-22 08:17 pm (UTC)Also, check out "illustration No. 3" on this page:
http://www.awn.com/mag/issue3.7/3.7pages/3.7vilppu.html
It is worth doing exercises with shapes like this to see how they work in 3D. This is perhaps the biggest skill I started to acquire and the thing that most changed how I can see things. You basically take a mental blob of play-doh and bend it around in your head and try to draw it. Actually just drawing bent, edgeless solids without a particular shape in mind is good. You can try spheroids too. This is the sort of excercise you can do intermittently for months.
The 3D comment really is about seeing 3D shapes in 2D lines. Mentally tracing the leading edge of one of those blobs, without lifting your pencil, and thinking to yourself "now it's coming at me, now it's backing off, now it's going horizontally." This might be what you're looking for.
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Date: 2008-02-22 08:52 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2008-02-23 05:25 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2008-02-22 09:02 pm (UTC)The second was a portrait class, much more detailed and slower moving. I'm pretty happy with some of my results there, but it was more stressful for me because I had to correct early mistakes if I was to spend a full hour on one drawing. I've been a little stuck for where to go from here. I still haven't been able to draw things that aren't people. I'd like to take the first instructor's advanced class but I have a schedule conflict. If that ever clears up, I'm there.
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Date: 2008-02-23 05:40 am (UTC)Wow! You're the anti-me. I took a drawing class once -- was it in college? who knows! -- and I enjoyed the quick figure-drawing and the meticulous copying of objects, but faces and portraits I just never did get. Maybe a whole portrait class would be really useful.
ooh, pick me!
Date: 2008-02-22 09:23 pm (UTC)As you might imagine, this is a topic I feel strongly about. I've staked a fairly high percentage of my professional career on my belief that it *is* possible (and rewarding) for people to learn to draw and learn to see differently. Helping people do that is a big part of what I do, and it matters a lot to me.
You've already put your finger on what I think is the main issue, of course. It's that it isn't a matter of simply "learning to draw," but a matter of changing how you see. This is totally possible, and really awesomely fun.
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I *so* empathize with the frustration of having developed an ability to draw detailed rendered objects from life, but little from your head. That's a tricky one that has plagued me off and on, too, but it's surmountable, too, I believe.
So you can draw what you see, but can't draw what you can't see. Okay, fine, so work on being better able to see what doesn't exist. The easiest way I can think of to practice seeing something that doesn't exist is to work on seeing things that recently existed. Try drawing from memory. I like your exercise of trying to imagine the tv-remote at a slightly different angle, but I would suggest a series of exercises in which you put the object out on one table, and set up your sketchbook on a table facing the other direction. Sketch One: time 3 minutes of looking at the object, then go and sketch it without looking. Turn back and look for 3 minutes more and do a new one. Try looking for 7 minutes then sketching. Try sketching something you saw yesterday that really struck your fancy. Try ending each day by sketching something, some place, some little scene, that you saw during that day. And, especially since you find yourself more activated by the light and shadow than by the lines of things, make it a point to try to capture the mood and tone of the moment.
I think what you'll find is that very soon you start seeing things differently. You'll start lingering longer looking at things, trying to remember them so you can sketch them later.
I know what you said you wanted to do was sketch from your imagination, but I think that visual imagination gets more vivid and tangible as visual memory and attention gets developed. You see the idea in your head, but when you try to sketch it, it flickers and vanishes? I think if you're used to drawing from memory, that won't be as big a problem. You'll be able to draw it, even if you can no longer see it in your head, and you'll be able to hold it in your head longer, too.
I tell my students that as much as we are learning to draw, we are learning to see. I think you already said something like that, and already have a sense of the connection of the two, so I think you're in a good place to keep developing those skills.
If you decide to try some drawing from memory exercises, let me know how they turn out for you (after, say, a month or so).
Sorry to go on for so long, it's not really a topic I know how to be brief about. Thanks for asking!
Yay! Thank you!
Date: 2008-02-22 11:32 pm (UTC)