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So I'm trying another 200k brevet on Saturday. I think my tendon has healed enough to attempt it. I wanted to bike in to work today to give the ankle a spin, but I was too sick to my stomach... I sat around for an hour drinking water and nibbling dry bread hoping that it would calm me, but it doesn't seem to have worked.

Stupid body. Stupid stupid. I've been sick for a day; it feels like it's moved in and made friends with the neighbors.

I miss biking. I think it would help me work shit out, if only I could EVER DO IT ANYMORE.

buh

last night's lifting kicked my left tricep's ass, too. ow ow ow.